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| INSIDE THE VIOLET [enlarge] |
Beside the long hedge on my parents' drive, where the gravel waited daily for their tires to crunch it open, in the narrow band of earth along the hedge that kept the loam's thick secret from the shifting sun, I knew a purple violet. It always grew there, hanging its knotty shoulders in the shade of large, more splendid leaves, its crumpled head releasing toward the earth.
One day I crouched to find its eye much closer than before and stared inside. My own eye was lost in the echoing hold of the raw deep I saw, though my hands held back inside the driveway world that slowed its pulse around me as loud sun shattered all the gravel into shade and stroked the earth. The middle of the violet loomed; its heart was peeking into me to hold me like a violet, too. As its yellow, strong throat turned to me and opened like a door, interior light poured from a silent sun, flooding my face and choking my eyes, until I stopped looking in violets.
From Eve |